I have been training for 4 months now and here I am less than 5 days away from running a marathon. Remember, I'm not a runner...or at least I wasn't for the last 32 of 33 years of my life. It still sounds weird to hear that word spoken in reference to me. I didn't even routinely exercise most of my life, haha.
I sit writing this with such mixed emotion. Sometimes I feel prepared and sometimes I think surely I could have done more training. Sometimes I feel nervous. Sometimes I feel overwhelmed. Sometimes I forget about the race and dream about the big family picnic afterwards (that being Erie and Pittsburgh family..because all of our friends are like family to us). What can I say, I love family, friends, and food! Several times a day I think about whether I should wear shorts or capris if it's 50 degrees at the start of the race...yes, I obsess over the weather which is out of my control anyway. I feel excitement about spending 4 hours with God praying for all my supporters. I feel blessed to have such a supportive family, friends, and church. I feel fortunate for being chosen to do this. I wonder how nervous I'll be at the starting line and how many times I will have to pee before it starts :) Will I sleep the night before? Will I even be good company at the picnic that I'm so excited about or will I want to plant myself in a chair and sleep. I wonder how many people I have encouraged in some way, shape or form throughout this process.
I feel very excited about finally seeing this goal through to the end...that being the finish line. In fact, I frequently think about what I will feel at that moment. Will I be proud? Will I be happy? Will I cry? Will I hurt so bad I won't want to be near anyone? Will I ever be able to walk normal after such a run? Will I be tired or will I get one last rush of "I did it" adrenaline before crashing? Will I be hungry or ready to puke? Hey, I'm not ruling anything out! The one thing I know for sure is I'll be thanking God for getting me across that finish line!
Most of all, I expect to feel blessed to know a God of such infinite wonder and to see the results of submission and faithfulness to His will!
Acts 20:24
"I consider my life worth nothing to me; my only aim is to finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me- the task of testifying to the good news of God's grace."
Good Luck! You CAN do ALL things through CHRIST who gives you strength!
ReplyDeleteBe blessed
Ashlee